at the end of the day. you come back to the emptiness.
i was living for you.
i guess right now its time to start living for myself.
but i'm not good without you.

was talking to v online just now about one way streets and how you simply have to just keep on walking.
but i guess its never really just about walking.
we all walk all the time. its called muscle memory.
you can move around without actually being conscious of your surrounds or actions.
i guess the problem here is two fold.
firstly that we keep looking back over our shoulders and that causes us to fall and stumble a lot
and secondly that huge heavy baggage that we carry on our shoulders and never quite put down.
the overwhelming weight of just keeps pressing down and you stagger under the pressure.
and i believe at the end of the day, all the things that we hold on to is what is keeping is behind.
unfortunately though, its rarely that simple to simply just let everything go away.
the weight seems familiar and comforting.
that favourite vice, the sweetest down fall.
and because when you do let it go,
you come back to the emptiness.